Today, 02:04 AM
I felt like this post belongs here, I posted this elsewhere as well.
More days have passed in this material world, a few more days until I'm 28 years old, this is the most relaxed I've ever been in my life, not including the visions I receive of the Afterlife, the spiritual world. I still don't share too much of those, what I see there I feel only belongs there, I am grateful and honored to have God or those who work for Him, Angels, Kami-sama deliver this relief to me. It's also almost Autumn, my favorite time of the year and closer to my favorite holiday, Halloween. I know I mention this a lot, and I mention that I mention this a lot, but I absolutely love the atmosphere, the "aesthetic" to explain it in more recently used words. I hope whoever reads this finds this world and the next one relaxing just as I find it to be so now. I'm not one to bother or be offended by insults but I do respond to them whenever someone writes one to me as I see it as a chance to explain myself more and be more open to others.
I've been uploading a lot of videos lately, mostly on my favorite subject since I was a kid, vidya myths, secrets, urban legends, rumors and so on from the 2000s or sooner, it's rare to see more recent ones but it does happen. On a different kind of video I uploaded a few days ago someone insulted me for being a Christian despite me claiming to simply be a follower of Christ, they also insulted my spirituality, my true self. They claim that I am not who I am, it's a funny but entirely unknowing comment, it's someone who unknowingly reveals their lack of knowledge so blatantly, they do it bluntly without realizing what it says about them. It's very rare that someone has visions or understands them so when someone insults me I understand why they do it, it's just a simple lack of understanding or the ability to see me. We all look like humans in this world, no? That's just the normal, closed in perception, the societal inhibitor, it's like being locked in a cage, not being able to sense or see the beyond and what someone truly looks like.
Someone that's part of modern culture, modern living will read this and think I'm touched. Can I blame them? To them, they think I'm a human. It's no different than the religious of the past deeming certain portraits of saints depicted as animals to be "sacrilegious" and having them thrown away. I see a similar response in those that see me, the commenter I mention, they referenced and used the word "fursona", I should be more specific when I say who I am, I say fursona simply because I'm a furry and it's the easiest way for me to describe what I am, when I say I am my "fursona" I mean in appearance. My drawn fursona is of course cartoony, it's not the best at capturing myself, neither is my fursuit, if I could show you how I look I would, I'm not the best at drawing and even if I could draw better I only caught a few glimpses of myself, it's not like I'm seeing myself in third person. Either way, I like discussing these sorts of things, I don't bother responding to them at times as I feel it's not needed, what are you going to say to someone who denies what's presented before them? Just let them be and go on their path, tell them of Christ and move on. I did have a habit of arguing with others some year ago as I did find it fun, it's just not very productive.
A part of me felt like I could lead others on a better path, one that doesn't involve insulting religion or spirituality. A part of me also feels like these individuals know who and what I am and it makes them react in some form of instinctive to them emotion, sort of like a fight or flight response. Even though I am not human, even though I am a fox under God, I walk and talk like you do, we are all still His children. There is no need for arguments. I saw another comment recently mention my posts on Therianism and how I consider myself a Therian in a non-traditional sense, that's just me attempting to find a word for what I am, I think I would be classified as a Therian but I also agree with the fact it's probably not the proper term for me, Therians are those who were once feral animals. What I am doesn't require a label, I'll simply remove it from my bio to make it easier to understand, as mentioned many times before I'm not one of those people who flood their bio with a bunch of tags and labels to try and be "unique", I just have a hard time explaining myself when it comes to just about anything, even something simple like something from a game, just ask my husband or our friends. I have all of the knowledge on what I speak on, the problem starts when trying to put it into words.
I suppose the simple word for me is just that, just a fox. If I use the word "anthro" people will associate that with furries / cartoons just like with "fursona". I just realized I'm running out of space to write this, oh well. I hope I explained myself better. God and Kami-sama bless.
More days have passed in this material world, a few more days until I'm 28 years old, this is the most relaxed I've ever been in my life, not including the visions I receive of the Afterlife, the spiritual world. I still don't share too much of those, what I see there I feel only belongs there, I am grateful and honored to have God or those who work for Him, Angels, Kami-sama deliver this relief to me. It's also almost Autumn, my favorite time of the year and closer to my favorite holiday, Halloween. I know I mention this a lot, and I mention that I mention this a lot, but I absolutely love the atmosphere, the "aesthetic" to explain it in more recently used words. I hope whoever reads this finds this world and the next one relaxing just as I find it to be so now. I'm not one to bother or be offended by insults but I do respond to them whenever someone writes one to me as I see it as a chance to explain myself more and be more open to others.
I've been uploading a lot of videos lately, mostly on my favorite subject since I was a kid, vidya myths, secrets, urban legends, rumors and so on from the 2000s or sooner, it's rare to see more recent ones but it does happen. On a different kind of video I uploaded a few days ago someone insulted me for being a Christian despite me claiming to simply be a follower of Christ, they also insulted my spirituality, my true self. They claim that I am not who I am, it's a funny but entirely unknowing comment, it's someone who unknowingly reveals their lack of knowledge so blatantly, they do it bluntly without realizing what it says about them. It's very rare that someone has visions or understands them so when someone insults me I understand why they do it, it's just a simple lack of understanding or the ability to see me. We all look like humans in this world, no? That's just the normal, closed in perception, the societal inhibitor, it's like being locked in a cage, not being able to sense or see the beyond and what someone truly looks like.
Someone that's part of modern culture, modern living will read this and think I'm touched. Can I blame them? To them, they think I'm a human. It's no different than the religious of the past deeming certain portraits of saints depicted as animals to be "sacrilegious" and having them thrown away. I see a similar response in those that see me, the commenter I mention, they referenced and used the word "fursona", I should be more specific when I say who I am, I say fursona simply because I'm a furry and it's the easiest way for me to describe what I am, when I say I am my "fursona" I mean in appearance. My drawn fursona is of course cartoony, it's not the best at capturing myself, neither is my fursuit, if I could show you how I look I would, I'm not the best at drawing and even if I could draw better I only caught a few glimpses of myself, it's not like I'm seeing myself in third person. Either way, I like discussing these sorts of things, I don't bother responding to them at times as I feel it's not needed, what are you going to say to someone who denies what's presented before them? Just let them be and go on their path, tell them of Christ and move on. I did have a habit of arguing with others some year ago as I did find it fun, it's just not very productive.
A part of me felt like I could lead others on a better path, one that doesn't involve insulting religion or spirituality. A part of me also feels like these individuals know who and what I am and it makes them react in some form of instinctive to them emotion, sort of like a fight or flight response. Even though I am not human, even though I am a fox under God, I walk and talk like you do, we are all still His children. There is no need for arguments. I saw another comment recently mention my posts on Therianism and how I consider myself a Therian in a non-traditional sense, that's just me attempting to find a word for what I am, I think I would be classified as a Therian but I also agree with the fact it's probably not the proper term for me, Therians are those who were once feral animals. What I am doesn't require a label, I'll simply remove it from my bio to make it easier to understand, as mentioned many times before I'm not one of those people who flood their bio with a bunch of tags and labels to try and be "unique", I just have a hard time explaining myself when it comes to just about anything, even something simple like something from a game, just ask my husband or our friends. I have all of the knowledge on what I speak on, the problem starts when trying to put it into words.
I suppose the simple word for me is just that, just a fox. If I use the word "anthro" people will associate that with furries / cartoons just like with "fursona". I just realized I'm running out of space to write this, oh well. I hope I explained myself better. God and Kami-sama bless.